say what i need to say

Posted on: April 21, 2009

but i’ve been so quiet these past few days that i, myself, am feeling tormented by the buzzing of my own thoughts that are meaning to come out and find their way into this blog.

i was busy. okay. lying through my retainered teeth.

yes, i am busy but that’s only a quarter of why i wasn’t present. i just feel lazy and i would never lie that it occurred to me a dozen times that i want a life away from the internet. i want everyday to be a life conceived far from the ‘mongerers’ in the cyberspace. but who am i kidding? practically every part of my soul was screaming ‘bloooogggg!’and whoever reads my blog anyway? (hello!)

my last weekend was spent finishing reading ‘Shadow of the Wind’ (highly recommended!) and attempting to organize my thoughts to write an article for my mag… but to no avail… thanks to this pre-programmed lethargy. on weekends, i am the queen of the sloths – it hurts when i move.

and i am dying to embrace weekend once again (and it’s not even the middle of the week). i’ve got a long list of ‘to read’ and ‘to watch’. i haven’t been hanging around outside that much these days. and forgive me, i sometimes really feel bad whenever it occurs to me that i have no idea how my friends are doing. it makes me feel useless and unwanted. on the contrary, it also makes me feel bad to always be that person bouncing around pestering everyone if they care to catch up.

i’m happy today. i received four packs of the elusive ‘Shokubutsu’ shower gel courtesy of a very thoughtful and generous friend from Singapore. ‘Xie xie!’ from the bottom of my heart. =)

these days, i choose to be happy and thankful for the littlest things.


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