God, help!

Posted on: February 19, 2009

I feel a little confused and sad that I sometimes feel like what ‘that’ they call as a ‘floating’ Christian.

If there’s any thought that I hate entertaining, it is ME questioning my own faith in God. I love the Lord with all my heart and I feel a very strong yearning for Him and yet sometimes, I still feel I am going astray.

These days, I haven’t been going to the church. And there is this nagging feeling. But weird enough, I feel liberated and happy. I sometimes can’t really understand what my mind is dictating my senses. I don’t know if it is WRONG but I don’t feel RIGHT at all (sometimes) when I am there. Probably wrong but I have this feeling that I can be closer to GOD in my own way. I am letting myself drawn closer…

I’ve given my heart, I surrendered my all to God and I think that is what’s important. For now, I can only pray.

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