Archive for December 2006
Sorry… can’t help but post this pretty face…
So much for vacation.
Yesterday, I had the chance to rest. And I mean rest ‘coz I literally drowsed off the whole day. I caught fever plus colds and cough… the usual sakitin me. The drug I was taking made me dizzy and sleepy which actually was a good thing because I felt I really had a rest.
I’m still not well and I’m back in the office. I had a nice welcome from the ‘Ogre’: The AQ team was given a P12M quota for the year. Whattaf*ck?!?! He’s not f*ck*ng kidding and I feel like I’m f*ck*ng sick, much much worse than yesterday. Actually, I haven’t even recovered yet. Still barking like a mad dog and my nose is already burning hot from too much mucus wiping (eeewww… my sipon seems bottomless… free-flowing… parang iced-tea… hehe).
I swear… the ogre is too ambitious. As if venturing into publications business is as simple as counting 123… backwards. Hello?!? Isn’t it a common knowledge that in any business, the ROI may be achieved not until a year or two? He’s asking for a miracle and we’re not the Messiah to give him that. I wish the good Bathala would put some sense into that man. Hay.
It’s past six already and everyone’s still in the office. Pa’no, wala pang sweldo. U-hmmm… some people got no consideration whatsoever for the welfare of their people. It doesn’t matter if their wallets are dying of hunger or if their poor souls are being deprived of their desires to indulge in the Christmas shopping frenzy. Tsk… tsk…
Logging off. I’ve got a resume to update.
I watched the fireworks from Greenbelt kissed the melancholy of the night away by the window of this dark and empty office room. I was with my friend Chin, but for the very first time, I felt so alone. Jolina Magdangal was singing ‘Maybe It’s You’ in the background and baduy as it may seem, but I felt its melodies tugging at the strings of my heart for no apparent reason. I don’t even have a YOU to refer to.
It’s been a while and it feels like forever. This singlehood, I mean. It sounds so pathetic but I really can’t help but think why the hell am I still single. Sure, I have had a couple of (actually just one serious and the others… ewan) relationships. I guess I just miss the feeling of being wooed and that can’t eat-can’t sleep-reach for the stars-over the fence-world series kind of thing when being in-LIKE. Yup, not even in-love. But hey, the latter’s way way sweeter. The other one’s just cute.
Am I being bitter? Probably, but in my defense, I think I am just being normal. Geez, I’m already 24 (malapit na ko sa finish line!) Actually my finish line is 28. So I guess that gives me four more years to find the man I would marry. Seriously. I want to be married by that time. But it seems so soon that I’d rather forget about it.
Just some thoughts.
1. I don’t want to be an old maid.
2. I miss kissing someone (hehe… seriously.)
3. I want to have a baby (“,)
I guess I’ve been watching too much Korean soap that I’m beginning to be disillusioned and make myself believe that I can meet my ‘Seungwan’ anytime, any place unimaginable. That I too, can just bump into him from an airport somewhere abroad and we’ll have a few rows, get drunk, discover in the morning that we just had a one night stand, have a baby, marry despite our utter dislikes of each other and then fall in love in the end. Perfect. But it’s fiction… not true. Not me.
Hell, I wish.
This video’s nice… (“,)
Yup… It’s official. Crush ko na siya… ha-ha-ha. Jologs.
This guy from Pinoy Dream Academy.