Just like now.

Posted on: November 6, 2006

Yey… I was able to finish a whole novel during the weekend. I’ve been wanting to read more but I usually find myself staring [blankly] at a book whenever I start flipping through its pages. I am becoming more and more a lazy reader. I remember this guy writing in his blog that if you want to be a good writer, you have to be a good reader. I love reading alright; but sometimes, I’m just caught up in too much work, hatred about work, hatred about almost everything associated with it that I lose interest in reading… rather, I write. I write furiously and almost in a nonsense pallor that my pieces are becoming too irrational when I re-read them. Point is, I’m starting to lose the whole point of it. But anyway, I am too overwhelmed, I started reading yet another Mary Higgins-Clark novel right away. I swear, not too many people may appreciate her, but I like her style. She’s a more subdued version of Sidney Sheldon. (I think).

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Anyway, the heat is coming up to my brains (see previous blog). I’m starting to be too irritated and agitated about almost the simplest and smallest of things. I hope nobody talks to me right now; else, the poor soul would be in a lot of treat (if you know what I mean). I used to be really moody when I was in secondary. I grew out of it when I started working. I realized I needed to be more rational if I want to belong and if I want friends. But really, I can’t help it when sometimes, I snap out of a situation because somebody or someone triggers me. Just like now… You’re really a schmuck, you know that?!?

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I want to go home and sleep for the rest of the day. These are the days when I feel like not doing anything at all but write, rant and rave about what pisses me off. And now I also feel like a loser. =(
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