sign?

The other day I asked for a sign from God to help me decide about something. If I see a white rose or a bunch of it the whole day yesterday, then I should follow my heart.

The funny thing about it is that I forgot about the sign completely as I was busy at work and I haven’t had the chance to go out and explore the outside world. The question is: does that count? =)

Okay, I didn’t see a white rose (only a drawing of it) at all as far as I can remember. I felt sad about it. Is God really telling me to just give it a rest? Maybe it’s really not meant to be. Then what gives me hope?

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Whatever happened to me, I have no idea. These past few days, I’ve been very early at work. And it feels really good.